Anxious start to the day as I did not know what to fully expect later on at the event.
As I was anxious I spent the morning focusing on small tasks around the house and keeping busy, which worked and brought down the anxiety.
This was the first event I have been to since leaving rehab, where I am around a group of people drinking, and it went well. I was only there for a few hours and whilst other people were drinking around me, including wine, I had no temptations at all.
The expectations of thinking people will act differently around me were completely blown out of the water! No one said anything awkward towards having a drink around me and just drank as normal, which I appreciated.
It was also heartwarming when people said how they are proud of me and well done on my sobriety so far. I also shared stories with a few people who could relate and some of which have also given up drinking, although they were not an alcoholic like me, more of a lifestyle choice, for which I have a lot of admiration for them.
Overall, it was a very pleasant event with no awkwardness, and on the drive home, I took a different route. I was not triggered at all today, even on the way home.
I stuck to my plan and feel proud of myself for managing well out of my comfort zone.
