memories

One Day At A Time

1st Recovery Meeting – Anxiety

Started work early today so I could be home in time for the online recovery meeting. I planned it out yesterday so it went well today with no stress. Had my hair cut again, but this time with my normal . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection -

AA Meeting now online?

Before going to work I spent the morning doing some finishing touches on the MODAAT page layouts and design. Slowly this website is moving forward, but just taking it a little bit at a time. I want this website to . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection -

Back at work

It was an anxious start to the day as starting back at work after 7 weeks off. Spent the morning doing a small tidy-up, clearing my head with meditation, work laptop and phone on charge, then shower and get ready. . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection -

Anxious about work

I did not go to church this morning, as I had too much playing on my mind. A lot of things I still wanted to do in the house and other things to sort out before going back to work . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection -

1st Therapist Meeting

The first therapist meeting was this morning. It went well, and the therapist helped me to adjust my daily structure and add other activities to it to make life a little more manageable. It was also comforting to hear from . . . .

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1st Alumni and Therapist

Good start to the day catching up with some friends from the castle that had left before me in the morning alumni group. Nice to hear how well everyone is doing and sticking to sobriety. Had to leave the meeting . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection -

Chilled Day & Trigger prevention

Its been a week since I left rehab, so decided that I wanted to just have a chilled day today. Its been a good week where I have felt like I’m on a bit of a cloud, as not had . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection , Rehabilitation -

Sharing, Shame & Guilt

Woke up in a good mood and not feeling bad about yesterday, today is another day and yesterday was put to rest, ending on a good note. Started the day with a morning online meeting – what’s good about today? . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection -

Triggered!

It was a good start to the day sorting out other bedrooms and clearing out / sorting more stuff. Feels good to be able to do this now, without having a craving for alcohol. Also felt good to be able . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection -

Daily reflection website?

After starting to write my daily reflections in a small book whilst in rehab, I have decided to start a daily reflection website instead. Hopefully this way, it will inspire other people suffering from an addiction to understand that help . . . .

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Back to Church

Today I went back to church for the first time in years. During my time at the castle, I visited a church a few times (wanted to go more, but covid restrictions prevented this) and felt I had started to . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection , Loved Ones , Self Care -

Catch up and chill

6.30 wake up Started the day catching up on a bit of the news and the outside world that I had missed. Also had a good chat with neighbours, catching up on things I have missed whilst being in. Amazing . . . .

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1st Day Home

6.30 wake up. Felt strange to wake up this morning back in my own bed and back home again. I decided to have a bit more of a relaxing day for my 1st day home. Started the day with some . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection , Gratitudes , Loved Ones , Rehabilitation -

Goodbye rehab – hello world!

Day 46. 6 am wake up. Today was my last morning in the castle, shortly I will say goodbye to rehab – hello world! Packed up my final things and got ready to leave in the afternoon. It felt strange . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection , Rehabilitation -

Last day in the castle

Day 45. Sad to wake up at 6 am, as today was my last full day in the castle. Last group session to start the day and shared my new recovery plan. This received good feedback as I had now . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection , Rehabilitation -

Hard decisions

Day 44. Shared my letter to addiction in the group this morning. This was received well with good feedback. It was nice to hear and felt comforting to know that I am saying goodbye to my addiction and hello to . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection , Rehabilitation -

Recovery Realization

Day 43. I’ve stopped waking up another peer in the morning and passed this on to another peer, to help this peer get into a morning routine. 7 Peers have left the castle today, all of which I will attempt . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection , Rehabilitation -

Easter Sunday

Day 42. Attended church again and it felt nice to have more of my faith being restored. The church was busier than last week, due to it being Easter Sunday. Felt like a bit more magic in the air, in . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection , Rehabilitation -

Myself & Addiction

Day 41. It was another nice, chilled day today. I spent a lot of time today doing relapse prevention, which reinforced some of the techniques and coping skills I have learnt so far. In particular, visualization and using DBT skills. . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection , Rehabilitation -

Grief & Anxiety

Day 40. Felt like my body needed a lie-in. 6.45 am wake up. I did wake up at 6 am but fell asleep again. Yesterday I was a buddy again to another new peer, and today he seems to have . . . .

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Alcohol , Daily Reflection , Rehabilitation -

General

Alcohol

Sharing experiences and advice on navigating Alcohol addiction & recovery

Coping Mechanisms​

Managing anxiety, depression, anger, negative thoughts, and difficult emotions.​

Daily Reflections

Introspection and contemplation to review the events, experiences, and emotions of the day

Financial

Managing the financial impact on mental health

Gratitudes

Thankfulness, gratefulness, appreciation of kindness

Loved Ones

Supporting a Loved One with Mental Illness. Effective communication, managing boundaries, and finding support resources

Mindfulness

Mindfulness practices for stress reduction, focus, and emotional regulation

rehabilitation

Sharing experiences of rehabilitation

relationships

Sharing experiences and advice on navigating relationships

Rights & Advocacy

Mental health policy and legislation, promoting mental health access and support

self-care

Techniques for relaxation, sleep hygiene, healthy eating habits, building a self-care routine

Substance

Sharing experiences and advice on navigating Substance addiction & recovery

Suicide Prevention

Raising awareness about suicide prevention, and offering hope for recovery

technology

The impact of social media and technology on mental health

Identity

LGBTQ+

Coming out, LGBTQ+ relationships, facing discrimination, finding affirmation

Race / Ethnicity

Cultural considerations, addressing stigma in different cultures, mental health challenges faced

Religion / Spirituality

The role of faith in recovery, finding spiritual support, reconciling mental illness with religious beliefs, mindfulness practices from various religions

Life

academic

Coping with academic stress, managing social anxiety, navigating mental health

Adults

Life stress management (work & relationships), maintaining mental health during midlife transitions, empty nest syndrome, aging & mental health

Children & Adolescents

Parenting children, managing anxiety & depression in teens, social media & body image issues, bullying prevention

Pregnancy / Postpartum

Challenges during pregnancy and postpartum, coping with postpartum depression & anxiety

Health

illness

Managing the emotional impact of ilness, chronic illness, pain & fatigue

disabilities

Mental health considerations for individuals with disabilities and their caregivers

hospitalization

Sharing experiences with inpatient and outpatient treatment, coping with hospitalization, and reintegration into daily life

medication

Discussions on medication for mental health conditions, side effects, and medication adherence

Mind-body

Exploring the link between mental and physical health, promoting healthy lifestyle habits to support mental well-being

Specific

ADHD

Sharing experiences and coping mechanisms for managing ADHD

Anxiety

Anxiety disorders like GAD, social anxiety, panic disorder, phobias

Bereavement

Sharing experiences and coping mechanisms for managing Bereavement

Eating

Anorexia nervosa, bulimia nervosa, binge eating disorder, body image and self-esteem

Learning

Learning strategies, and managing challenges

Mood

Depression, major depressive disorder, bipolar disorder, seasonal affective disorder, postpartum depression

OCD

Sharing experiences and coping mechanisms for managing OCD

Trauma

Sharing experiences and coping mechanisms for managing Trauma